without understanding

i'm worn out. but life is good...

today i worked from 10-3 which is now my norm. I am liking the job, at times there is way to much to sift through though. my mind is ganna go bizurk. its good that i am working at all though. the money will be really really nice. so speaking about money, jon and i were talking yestdayday and i had been looking up information about insurance and so on. we decided that because of the FAFSA it might be better if we get married over christmas break this year. then we could put that we are not under our parents on it which would be nice being that we would then recieve more grants and loans. but on the other hand it would be nice to have next summer to get ready for the wedding. that would mean that we would not get as many loans for the fall '07 and spring '08. so the options are open.

last night we were hanging out at segue. we didnt really hang out inside of segue that much. we left and drove around for a bit, stopped at a sport shop and then went back to the area by segue and just hung out outside becuase it was so nice out. it was fun and we actually left at a normal time so that we got to bed at a good time. jon said it would be nice if we could just go to the same place, like when we are married just lye in bed in the peacefulness. it will be nice when we can just be together. :)

alright, dinner and then church time. i told randy and tami that i was going to be there tonight so i need to keep my word. ooohh... i'm excited to fall asleep tonight. rest, thats ganna feel good tonight!