getting closer

i'm stressed... and i dont even have a good excuse to be stressed. life is being good and all. but yet i feel the loads hanging over my head.

by the end of this week i need to get all my information in for the Art Institute; which I have prety much all of it in except my unofficial transcript from here and my fafsa forms, which isnt too bad. but then i feel like school got busy all of the sudden, which it didnt. then jon and i are both looking for jobs and have not yet recieved one. we have been trying for over a month, which totally sucks, pray for us please!

today

i wish most of all to walk through spearfish canyon. my greatest hearts desire for the day...

the fresh air breezing past me, the colors vibrating through my eyes, smelling the fresh crisp fall air as it enters and exits my body. i smile and imagine myself there, captured in the moment, driving up the slope of beauty or walking on the gravel as it crunches beneath my feet, water sofly running to my left. it speaks to me, whispering pleasurable things in my ears. my soul smiles with glee. but it is only a desire...