Friday, November 26, 2004

my life as you know it

"i dont know what to say except to ask the question of. . . why one minute is life so overflowingly good, then the next something rips it all that out of you? i hate depression. i hope that it goes away. i hate struggling with it. life is so up and down. nothing ever satisfies you. life has no real hapiness to it. i dont understand why God allows peaple to struggle. i guess we are human kind. but God havent i gone through enough in life already? does God have tears? does he ever cry?
could i say life hurts and i just want to leave home and never come back. start new.
why doesnt anything ever last?" -Carrie's thoughts for the night-
here is some more. . . . "why cant a person if they like another just straight out say it. it makes it so much nicer. i am such a hypocrite. i am horrible at saying what i am feeling. and why do i, as a girl, have to be so emotional?"

1 comment:

Jon Lane said...

Carrie=awesome chica

girls are not the only people who are emotional. sometimes, actions speak ten times louder than words. everyone has to be hypocritical at one point in time because all have sinned and have fallen short of the glory of God. i like you. you're a nice person.

Why doesn't anything ever last?
Because nothing gold can stay.