ministry house

today was a good day. i was happy just to wake up and know that it was friday. what a great feeling. i, like every friday, only had chemistry and math class. mmmmhmmmm. nice!

i dont really have any reason why today was such a good day. but it was. i went to class, got my test results for my second chem test. i got a 60%, i thought i had done better than that. made some stupid mistakes. i hate that! whatever, i will try and do better my next few tests. oh yeah next week on tuesday i have both a speech, speech quiz, and a psyc test. so we shall see how that goes.

anyways after classes today erin and i chilled out and watched a bit of tv. then i just sat around for a bit while she was at the b-ball game. cool. then we went to the ministry house together. there we sat around. i talked to jenny, she is so sweet! i love that girl. im quite content with the people i have found here. they are so awesome especially the pps from CV.

Its cool, all week erin and i have been getting along really well and just hangin out a lot. we have stayed up late talking, took a two hour nap together (well at the same time), and just been laughing a lot together. its great! i hope it stays like this. i feel more comfortable around her when we are like this. anyways. its friday night and still early. if i go to bed now it will be the earliest ive gone to bed all week. crazy! but i just might do that.

i miss jon! we have only really talked over msn and yeah i wish i could talk to him face-face. i'm missing him more than ever. i feel like i am being a pain always talking to him online though. kind just getting anoying or something. probably not true but im just saying how i feel. i so wish we just went to the same college. also i dont like how nonpersonal our conversations are online, always the same. yes it is cool that we talk but.... its just not (like i already said) as cool as it would be if we could at least see eachother. I dont want to be the anoying girlfriend though that always has to know what is going on. i just want to be with him. be able to laugh and chill together. not just type to eachother, "yeah my day is going well/ok/good/fine, how are you doing?" ya know what i mean? i miss him.