Thursday, August 18, 2005

i'm good now

alright. im in a better mood now. sorry about all that stuff i said. it was good to get it out though. i'm really bad at keeping stuff in. i am getting a bit better though. well kinda. . .
i talked to jake. a friend of mines older brother. he goes to UMD and we were hanging out around the fire at janelles house so i talked to him. anyways i asked him if he had a car up there. he said no and told me how he wears goggles and face mask in the winter. he said it was fun going down the hills up there but not as cool going up them.
i suppose i can deal with it. i just am a bit emotional lately. there is so much going on that another thing adding to it is crazy. hey guess what? i think my cameras were stolen from my car the other day. how wonderful. you see that is not cool. i have been fretting about that forever now. i will wake up in the morning and start thinking about it and then i get all anxious and cant fall back asleep. you see when your minor has to do with something that was stolen from you that isnt good.
i am going to get some money and buy a new camera. really nice 35mm one. i feel horrid though because the one i was using was my dads that he had bought in college. so it meant a lot to him. it did to me too though. alright. i am ganna go think more and clean my room. the bonfire at janelles was prety cool though. i didnt know too many kids there. not many came from school that she invited. yeah well. what can i say?

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