so the other day i was with jon and we went into our friend jake's room. jake showed us a cd or dvd that he got from sony records and on it was a white powdery substance. he then decided to look up anthrax. he also took it to the police and the police told him later that they werent going to test it but they did have to destroy it just in case. jake's doc gave him meds for it just in case. so i think it is kinda crazy that the police dept. didnt even test to see what it was, even if it wasnt anthrax.
anyways, other than that, not too much is going on here. jon and i are still looking for jobs. its really stressing me out and i think him too. we need jobs and fast. otherwise we wont even be able to live after we get married, unless we want to rely on our parents for the rest of our lives. most people hiring are just seasonal which we cant work otherwise we would have had a job a long time ago. also, some of the people hiring are taking forever to hire, like the holiday down the road from campus. they could have had me a month ago, but no they just finally took the now hiring sign down and are going to get around to looking at the apps once they get time. its crazy stuff, and i am going to go crazy too!
another thing, im going back on the depression meds (seasonal depression). i hate to admit it but it is best for me. my moods have been up and down and i hate that i have no control over that. also i hate that i am putting jon through it too. i am so lucky to have a man like him. i love him lots and lots. hey on that subject 49 days left until we married and 186 days until the end of the school year! only 18 days left of class this semester! alright, now it is off to lunch...
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