back home again

so sorry i havent writen for a while. i feel prety stressed out being back home. kinda hard to get used to everything and all the crazyness that happens here at home. i dont know if i am really that excited to be here. i mean its cool and all to see my family but i kinda just want my own place. in the mornings i wake up to mya yelling and being really loud, i roll over and attemp to at least sleep in until 8. i have been able to keep rolling over and eventually sleep in until around 10. then i get up and something is always crazy. i think having my own place would be great! silence... i like it. oh well, i guess that isnt for this summer.

besides being home i started up working at farmstead again. i like it and all but it just isnt the same as when i began. first of all cheryl drives me crazy, i really want to put in a complaint about her. Nice lady, bad manager. also its a lot harder now that the people i looked forward to seeing are either passed away or went to a different home. to be honest i am really glad that i have changed my major. being a nurse would just not have suited me well. i love the people i work for and serve, but i would rather serve them in a diff way than food. like i really enjoyed volunteering. maybe, if i ever have kids (which seems like a small chance since mya, i love the girl, but she is driving me crazy when she is in a bad mood) i will take them and play games at an assisted living place or nursing home. i think that would be a good thing to do.

now i am looking for another job to add to my list. i need to get making money here. farmstead pays well but only working 3 hours at a time and only 5 days per pay period, it just doesnt work for a college student. so here i go looking....

oh the other day jon and i headed up to superior to visit the college one last time before the fall. we were both going to get an appointment with our advisors but mine wasnt around. he had one with his though. she was cool. she had those brain teaser things on her desk (like rubixcube) and i got one all the way done. i was so proud of myself. jon and i didnt do much else up there because it started to rain. on the way back home we had a marker war, probably not the best since he was driving and all. i feel like every time we get together i just feel worn out or really loopy, which isnt cool. sometimes i wonder why he puts up with me.

so life is good but i dont like being back in the summer routine. kinda miss college dorm life. ok so really i just miss hangin out with the friends and not having all this hussle bussle around me have me in it too. at least at the dorm i could ignore it cause it had nothing to do with me.